It’s like we can never get close enough. The electromagnetic fields between our skin always create a pesky barrier that we are constantly attempting to break.
but then there was once, just once, where I felt that it was finally broken.
we were free to melt into each other, completely joined and connected through our souls, and I knew we wouldn’t ever be apart.
ingesting a fungus and entering an alternate reality was the best thing that happened to us, and now we’re always trying to get back to that elevated field of reality. With and without the drugs, having him in my life has created an overwhelming sense of radiating warmth within my body.
I was never sure that soul mates existed. I had meaningful relationships full of appreciation and love, and while at the time I believed they were strong and real, I knew that there had to be something more. I was in love, but I wasn’t fulfilled.
I made it a point to shy from commitment for a long time after my last. And then when I was content with myself and appreciative of who I was as a person, I met him.
Everything has changed. I am bettering myself because he makes me want to be the best I can be for him. He is the best there is for me, and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world. And then, I also feel that it isn’t luck at all, it’s what was meant to happen. I feel a strong, magnetic pull and connection to him that I’ve never felt with anyone else. The newest and most exciting part is that I know he feels the exact same way.
His arms are the branches that i want to burrow into and form a cocoon. I know that being a part of him will make me stronger and more beautiful as a person. I feel ridiculous and im sure that to others it would come off as crazy, but I’m sure of this:
He is my future, and I’m absolutely certain that he is my past. We’re picking up from where we last were in another lifetime, and I’ve never been more confident in the idea of a soulmate, because he is mine.